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Mar. 4th, 2005 @ 12:39 pm i..........hate.........life..........
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: my dad watching braveheart
life sucks. life sucks really bad. i just got sent home for migrane. yeah. aweful day. first period--i lost it. i sent johnathan a note saying i totally can't live without him or whatnot...
second period bell--gave johnathan the note and ran...third period--completely died trying to think of what he was thinking...first lunch--got him out of his class. he told me that he'd been through tough relationships and i'm younger so yeah.... he and me could never be. JUST TWO YEARS I TELL YOU! and after that long and embarassing talk, i ran off and brandi told me she was tired of me skipping out on her to hang out with guys. then, i told she saw me crying and i told her what was wrong. yeah. she was empathetic. went to band-- my band directer freaking cut me out of my music.... or atleast most of it. i was so pissed off. GOD! i hate my band director. he sucks. and that was the last straw. after that, i just went in the office and cried and got sent home. where i am now. yeah. talk to you all later.
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Mar. 4th, 2005 @ 08:40 pm (no subject)
my day just got SOOOO much better. caroline and i went with brian and whatnot. big surprise for me=we went to johnathan's house. omg. omg.
omg. omg. yeah. omg. anyway. we were sitting on his bed propped against the wall. all of us.... and caroline and brian started uhhh.... getting frisky if you catch my drift. remember what happened earlier today... i was like "caroline! get a room!" and she said "i'm in one. you just happen to be in it, too"... so yeah. i turned out the light and the candle because i just didn't want to see that. then---johnathan just came out of nowhere and frenched me. WOAH! yeah. omg. omg. omg. i was having extreem trouble breathing. yeah. and he's like "forget everything i said today. just be with me here and now." i didn't know what to say. so i did what he said. nothing past making out happened..... i wouldn't tell you if it did..... but... yeah. it was awesome. my day is much better. *sigh**grin*
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